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| This was a two-part dream thanks to waking up in the middle of it, but thankfully I remember enough to write down despite that interruption!
The first part is somewhat blurry, but I was in a very sci-fi environment, similar to Star Wars (well, it was Star Wars day), as my actual dream self again (Apprentice mode!). I was standing at some sort of futuristic 'train platform,' but it was obviously inside a very large ship: there was no 'sky' above me, only a far-away ship ceiling, and I was surrounded by tiered 'deck ledges,' as if they all opened up into this large inner area of sorts. I forget the exact details of how I got there, but I was at this platform because of who had just arrived there: Chaos Zero and Xenophon! Xennie was thrilled to see me, and I clearly remember hugging Chaos in absolute bliss because I was so thankful to see him. I then essentially told them both that I was the luckiest man in the universe, because they were in my life. Chaos grinned at this. We continued walking through this ship together, now on a sort of sidewalk surrounded by other cybernetically-dressed people, and as we walked (don't know where to) I thanked Chaos for having 'taken care of Xenophon while I was gone,' and apologized for not having been able to 'be there for her.' Chaos said it wasn't a problem, he was just glad we were all back together now. Meanwhile Xenophon was scampering around our feet, excited and enthralled by everything she saw around us. Unfortunately my memory breaks up right here; someone walking by dropped a piece of technology, which broke as it hit the ground into Bionicle-like pieces. I helped them pick it up, but they hurriedly told me to just 'stick the pieces in the transport.' I noticed there was another guy behind me now, holding up what looked like a miniature version of an airport baggage handling system (that little tunnel your luggage goes through). The opening to it was brightly glowing and swirled with color. I tossed some of the pieces in there and it flashed, assumedly sending them somewhere. Xenophon ran over here to help me with picking up pieces, but once we were done, the scene switched. I was now at some sort of indoors convention, as there were people and booths all around me, and nothing was obviously futuristic anymore. I was now a Celebi, and I was flying around very anxiously, as I 'knew something' incredibly important and time-sensitive, and if I didn't get out of this convention soon and tell someone, there would be disastrous consequences. However I could not find an exit, hence my growing panic. Getting desperate, I noticed a small curtained door near a back wall, and zipped through it, hoping to end up outside. I instead ended up in a small, windowless room, set up roughly like the Jedi Council in Episode II... and to my dread, that's what it was. Sitting at the head was Yoda himself, but he looked almost diseased, and he was dressed in almost papal garments. In my mind, I realized that this was what I needed to report-- that Yoda, the leader 'everyone was following,' was secretly corrupt and not a Jedi at all, and so the people he was 'training' were being fed lies unawares-- but now here I was in the same room with him, and he knew that I was about to reveal his secret! I quickly turned to fly back out, but the others in the room surrounded me just as fast, holding me back so I couldn't escape. The evil Yoda grinned at me then, and said that I would not succeed in revealing the truth, before ordering his followers to 'erase my memories,' upon which they would corrupt me to become 'one of them.' To my surprise, my captors then began to sing 'Ave Maria,' but it sounded wrong, and made my head feel strange. However I mentally 'stepped out' of the fear and instead just listened to the song itself, beyond the intentions and voices singing it. This surprised Yoda, and he looked very worried now, as the 'spell' was not brainwashing me like it 'should.' However I can't tell you what happened after the song ended, as that's when I woke up!
When I fell back asleep, I was in the kitchen with my brother. I was making a pizza for him for dinner, as he was apparently going out with friends that evening and wanted something to eat before then. There was some sort of mixup about whether or not I was making 'the right pizza' but I don't recall what that was exactly. Anyway, then we both went out to the car and started driving down the road (which was surrounded by rock cliffs, very different from the waking). About a minute in I slowed down and asked my brother why in the world we were driving anyway, if he didn't have to leave for a few hours yet. He said he didn't know. I tried to turn around but there was no space in the road, and there was a car behind me so I couldn't do a three-point. I shrugged and said to my brother that 'my grandmother was probably nervous,' because 'when she's nervous I feel it, and then I have to get rid of the energy somehow.' So driving around was apparently my way of 'burning off' anxiety for both her and I. Around here I came to a side road, which in the waking leads to a few houses up a hill. I've never been up this road, but I figured 'why not give it a look' while I was turning the car around. So we drove up it. It was steeper than it looked, and the right side of it had three connected roads, all to large developments. The road also had no 'outlet;' instead of ending, it just looped up in a half-circle to a large, very fancy development. So we drove up into it, admiring the houses as we looped around to go back down. I remember seeing a mint green house, and one that had an entirely latticed front and was so 'white' it seemed to be glowing. As we drove, though, we kept getting lost in all the connecting roads, so I kept an eye out for that 'glowing' house to use as a guide (it was at the edge of the development). I soon found my way to the outer loop of the road. There were a lot of stop signs, supposedly marking exits, but many led off into the woodsy area to the right that I didn't want to get lost in further. Then I noticed one road that didn't have a stop sign, and that was the road we drove in on! So we left that way. This time, driving back out, I noticed that we were actually above the real road we drove in on (somehow), which was now below us, as if we were on a bridge. There was also a large lake visible to the right of it (that wasn't visible at all on the way up, thanks to how steep it was), surrounded by large white gas tanks. However they were arranged almost artistically, and were thinner than normal, looking more like lighthouses. The sky above them was a deep blue, spotted with small clouds, and the water was still. It was picturesque. I slowed down to admire it, when suddenly a flock of white birds flew over the lake, in perfect formation. As they crossed over the road below us, a group of motorcyclists drove by, wearing bright pink jackets for some reason. However, as the birds flew over them, they turned pink to match! So here was a scene of deep blues, brilliant whites, and striking pinks, all lit by the sun. The sight was so clear to me at the time I almost cried, it was so beautiful. My brother noticed this and smiled, asking me if I was crying because I saw a 'hidden meaning' in the scene, and if it applied to his trip that evening. I paused, then laughed, saying that I didn't see anything big, but then pointed to the birds. I said that, flying over the motorcyclists, they almost looked like little pink-winged angels. 'Baby biker birds,' I said, and laughed again. My brother jumped on this idea, and we began joking about what a little 'biker angel' might act like as we drove back home. This continued as we pulled into the driveway, as we were now talking in gruff voices, pretending we were 'baby biker angels' and were trying to explain to some 'girl at a bar' why we looked so cutesy. I got out of the car here and ran up the hill in front of the house to the woods now, and my brother asked why. I said I'd only be a second, so don't worry. I began looking for a pinecone on the ground then, still acting like a biker angel, now saying that the hypothetical bar-girl could blame the ancient Renaissance artists for the whole 'putti' thing, because now I was stuck looking like a baby. Around now I found a large pinecone on the ground, but upon picking it up I saw that there was a large rotted spot on one side, so I tossed it back into the woods and motioned for my brother to follow me back down the hill. We returned to the car then, as I needed to get something out from inside of it (I think my iPod), but the car was parked too close to my mother's car so I couldn't get in without moving the side-view mirror. My brother and I went in the house after this, and that's when I woke up. | |
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| I first remember being in a large mall, sitting on a balcony of some sort, watching a very glitzy looking (think Mardi Gras) performance going on a floor below. I was sitting next two two of my old school friends, Alexandria and Julieann, who were absorbed in watching the show. However we did not have chairs so we were sort of huddled up against each other (me, alex, then julieann). It took me a moment to realize how close I was to Alex as a result, and I worried if she would think I was too close. I decided to risk it, resting my head on her shoulder as we watched the performers, and she didn't seem to mind. I closed my eyes then, happy to be there, when suddenly I heard Julieann whisper to Alex. She asked her if she thought anything was odd about what I was doing. Alex said no, but sounded concerned. To that, Julieann responded, "don't you see how much he loves you?" There was silence for about a minute after this, but I didn't move, pretending to be asleep. I was worried that I'd be rejected again but then Alexandria put an arm around me, and I felt this burst of joy because wow, was this actually requited, even just a little? Right about now, though, the performers below noticed someone crawling along the balcony edges in the mall, dressed as a mantis. Apparently he was a criminal of some sort so they went to catch him. As they did my 2 friends and I were 'warped' to a different balcony, and we were now in different outfits. I wasn't wearing anything, and although I'm normally fine with this I worried because I was with two friends now who might take that wrongly, and of course I was still being haunted by trauma memories. But Alex just put her arm around me again and said nothing, which meant so much to me even in the dream. The scene switched here and the three of us were now in some sort of classroom, dressed in outfits similar to those the performers wore. I was wearing all dark red and cream colors, and Julieann had just convinced me to put on sparkly red tights. I laughed and agreed, and she jokingly said that I was probably the only guy who could pull those off. I remember wondering at that moment if Alex was only giving me a chance now because I was a dude, then decided who cares, as that actually meant a lot by itself. The scene switched again, and now I was on the porch of my house, with my two twin brothers, Diamond and Randall. Kyuubey was also on the porch, and my brothers were freaking out. I don't remember the ending of this dream very clearly so I will have to conclude it in fragment mode; my apologies.
(shooting kyuubey with a battery gun on the porch, randall has ptsd? battery gun scares him, i try to make it up to him somehow. end of dream is blurry; woke up momentarily, then mlp dream: ponies dressing up at my old school, being judged on humor of costumes. rarity dresses in a frilly pink unicorn outfit, possibly ironically, and wins. somehow wheatley and a gremlin (from the movie, looked like spike) are also involved here, playing very violent videogames, wheatley shoots the gremlin, then 'almost' shuts down? he's keeping secrets; i'm watching this like a movie, bros say the next part is great. i was hanging up clothes for my mother after this, fish in the kitchen that looked like grapefruit, rejected a hack in the bathroom. i think i woke up then) | |
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| I was in a large 'auditorium' like the one in my old high school, except the seats were more like church pews. The stage was also curtained for some reason, like for a play. People were going on and off the stage at random, talking about whatever they wanted to whatever would listen. The atmosphere overall was completely unorganized. I was sitting in the middle of a pew on the right side, with a few of my old elementary schoolmates, most notably Alexandria. Everyone was talking amongst themselves, but I was watching the people currently talking onstage, as they were giving 'nutritional advice' and I had been having food troubles in the waking lately. However they didn't seem to be making much sense (there were about 20 crates of bananas and several large graphs involved) and I was getting a little worried. Around this time my interruption was suddenly interrupted by a few girls from my class, led by Julieann, who were giggling to themselves. They told me they were playing a large game of 'truth or dare' and it was now my turn. They asked me what I'd pick, and I paused for a moment before deciding 'truth.' They laughed again, but not maliciously, like they expected this and had a way to get around me never picking 'dare.' Julieann then motioned for someone in another pew to come over, who was actually Discord from MLP:FIM. She then asked me if I'd kiss him, but made a face as she said so. I was surprised at this but now couldn't help laughing myself, and said 'sure, why not? I think he's kind of cute.' The girls obviously thought I was joking at first, but I was grinning like an idiot because I'm a raging ace-xenophile and was fully intending to snog the Draconequus if he wouldn't mind. However the girls sure minded, as I apparently wasn't supposed to like this dare, and they hurriedly pulled Discord away before we got anywhere. I was still laughing. I think I had to drive somewhere at the end of this dream, but I don't clearly remember anything beyond this. | |
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| I don't remember too much of this dream except for one segment, and the reason why it happened: last night, before I went to sleep (I had a rough day), I asked Laurie if she could please check on me during my dream. She responded "sure thing," and sent me off to bed. Well, near the end of my dream (which is where my recall picks up), I was just hanging out at home when suddenly the doorbell rang, and my close friend Jimmy walked in the front door. I remember being incredibly excited as the guy lives in Britain, so if he was visiting this was an opportunity I was not going to miss. However Jimmy didn't seem to notice me, and kept talking to my brothers, frequently stating that he was 'only stopping by for a short while' and he had to catch a plane back home in a few hours. I was trying to find the opportunity to at least say hello, but to no avail. At the same time, my house was 'elongating,' the hallways getting longer and more like a hotel. The main hallway was also now lined with doorways, but they had no actual 'doors' on them, just curtains separating the rooms beyond from the hall. I was aware that when Jimmy reached the end of the main hall, which was also the longest one, there would be a door to the airport, and he'd leave for good. I was in the kitchen at one point, where Jimmy had put a few magazines on the table that he had apparently 'contributed to' musically. I noticed one was a Midicronica-themed import, and upon opening it, I was psyched to see that Jimmy apparently had a Lostnumbers incarnation, and had also produced a few songs with the band. While I was reading this article, I suddenly heard Jimmy say he was 'leaving,' and looked up to see him starting down the final hallway. I jumped up and headed after him, but there were now several other people walking in and out of the curtained doors. To my complete surprise two of those people were Venomabat and Preludove, from Dream World. They were talking to each other somewhat urgently, about what I don't remember, but it did apply to my current situation. As they finished talking my mind labeled their conversation as having been part of a 'comic' for some reason. At this point Jimmy was about ten feet away from the exit, still talking to my brother, but now I was suddenly aware that I needed to enter a certain door in the hallway before trying to catch up to him. I remember wondering why, as he was about to leave, but the drive was strong. So I began running down the main hall, trying to find the door and get whatever needed to be done quickly so I could reach Jimmy. The doorways were all very uniquely curtained, most in bright colors, some decorated rather lavishly. Near the end of the hall there were a few violet-colored doorways, and one caught my eye (I remember it had a string of clear crystals hanging from it). Feeling that was the right one, I ran in. The room inside was dark, vaguely purple, and contained only a canopy bed (against the wall by the door, facing the opposite wall) and two pieces of furniture (a bookshelf to the left, almost in front of the door, and a bureau against the opposite wall). To my complete surprise, Laurie was sitting on the edge of the bed by the door, obviously waiting. She casually looked up as I walked in, said "there you are," and then proceeded to talk to me like we were awake-- once again disclosing to me that yes, we were dreaming. I also remember she was specifically discussing my waking life situation at the time, which felt surreal but strangely comfortable within the dream environment. We talked for a minute or so, as Laurie knew I was in a hurry, but as she finished talking I noticed there was some sort of small, but elaborate silver staff on the bed behind her, like Sailor Moon's Eternal Tiare. I jokingly asked Laurie if it was a magical girl weapon, and she flatly replied, "what else did you think it was," and hit me over the head with it. Obviously that did hurt, but it also caused a positive emotion wave in me, which was great as I had been worrying for the entire dream. Now with a clearer head and amusingly intrigued by the wand-weapon, I took another look at the room we were in, and realized it was somewhat fancier than the sort of room I'd expect Laurie to have, what with her brutal appearance. I told her this, and Laurie said that she liked some 'feminine' things and there was absolutely nothing wrong with that. Hearing her say that was pretty awesome. After this, though, she began to look slightly impatient, like there was something we needed to do and were running out of time. I then remembered the situation with Jimmy, but Laurie apparently knew about this already. She then told me I needed to leave, but first I had to do something in another room connected to hers. I forget what I had to do, but Laurie told me that I could access the room needed by moving aside the bookshelf to our left. I was confused and asked how would that work, as the hallway was lined with doorways; wouldn't that just open into the room next door? But Laurie said no-- the wall was thick enough (barely two inches) to hold a Tardis-like extra room within it, so behind the bookshelf was indeed a whole other room, existing within the space of the wall. I marveled at this for a moment but Laurie insisted I get moving, so I ran over to the bookshelf. However, just as I pushed it out of the way (revealing a yellow-lighted, virtually empty room beyond), I woke up. | |
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| Fragment entry; recall too blurry for exact details.
(Cornerstore in hometown, was now a fancy restaurant on the inside, two floors. lovely place. there was a female chinese animator there, working on several projects. one of them that i saw: a boy who was so good at hiding that not even god could find him. but one day he had to move to a very well-known city. as he entered god actually came down from heaven, embracing him and crying "my son!" saying how he loved and missed him, but this boy was the only one of his children that he could not find. however the boy did not know or love god and so he kept pushing him away. eventually the boy was attacked by demons and god still came to save him, despite being rejected by the boy so many times.) | |
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| I don't remember much of this dream at all.
I was in the kitchen, and a magical girl was there, who looked kind of like Sailor Mars. She did some sort of transformation where she summoned five light orbs around her, and they all centered into her chest. This somehow allowed her to open her chest, like in a surgical procedure (but very cleanly, there was no blood or tearing tissues), and remove her heart as if it were a puzzle piece. I did the same, and realized that my own chest was empty, with a neat gap where a heart would be. She handed me hers, and I placed it in my own chest. For a moment I wondered about blood compatibility, and whether or not my body would reject her organs, then remembered that 'she was an exact copy of me,' specifically in the medical clone sense, so there would be no rejection. I found this very significant upon awakening, for some reason, so here it is. | |
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| Fragment entry; recall too blurry for exact details.
(End of the world? our galaxy was swallowed by an incredibly large pinkish lizard, made of space, hard to explain. space was very bright and full of nebulas here. as it ate it our galaxy 'burst open' like a bubble and emitted this weird greenish miasma that came towards my perception, i then realized i was 'watching this' in a theater, when the miasma hit it felt like i was suffocating, i could not breathe and everything went black, i closed my eyes and accepted it. but it went away after about ten seconds and i was still alive. after this: second apocalypse, it was robot apocalypse, robotnik was directly involved, dormant robots everywhere, especially underground. the kids from monster pulse were there and they had huge robot monsters instead, good ones, but kera gave off these pink energy orbs that woke up the dormant ones? the kids flew to my house for some reason. i was in a weird unhinged mode and was flying around a hospital (remember how huge they are in dreams), looking for robotnik to 'deliver justice' for the apocalypse, but people were creeped out by me. i had this weirdly detached attitude and was smiling like i was half asleep. at the end of the dream i went into this huge room in the hospital, there were 'exhibits' of some sort, my mother was there, i was trying to hide from her. also there were government officials there, working for robotnik, looking for me because apparently i was a threat to his plans or something. i woke up while in that room and avoiding them.) | |
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| I haven't been remembering any of my dreams lately, so this one is predictably a fragment.
The beginning of the dream is more 'feeling' than literal, so I can't write it down... it had something to do with a large, well-lit, modern building, in which I was discussing films with a few businesspeople. This segment took quite some time. Later on I moved to a dark classroom within the building where I had to take a test, which I hadn't been aware I had to take and so I 'hadn't studied.' My old friend Alexandria was sitting next to me and she asked for a pencil, so I handed her one, but as I did so I accidentally called her 'Melody.' I felt so ashamed by this I couldn't face her afterwards. The scene switched here, and I was now standing outside our neighbor's house, at a nonexistent side door. I said I was there to talk to their son, who apparently had 'powers' and I guess only trusted me to talk to about them. So they let me in, and the kid and I went to a room downstairs. He showed me that he could summon large blue crystals, and he did so and handed one to me. Then he said he could turn his left hand into a large crystal dagger, but as he did so some of his friends came downstairs and saw. The kid freaked out but I quickly made up an elaborate excuse about having 'ordered the crystals online,' and the other kids believed me without a second thought. They left soon after that, and I went back to talking to the kid. Sometime around here the scene switched again and we ended up in town. It was empty and kind of nightmarish, with everything looking dead or bleak. We were trying to walk back home but all these freaky Bosch-esque creatures were hanging around and kept trying to follow us. One of them was a skeleton with a jaw made of two sawblades, and that one specifically started chasing us. I managed to keep it away from the kid but then it came after me, unnervingly quickly. I didn't know how to fight it so I was scared, but then suddenly Laurie appeared, summoned two axes and cut the thing clean into three parts. Laurie didn't say anything to me but she did give me a knowing look as she left, warping the kid and I back to his house as she did so. The kid then activated this 'pocket dimension' of sorts in the room, where a small, Tron-styled robot was hovering around a light cube in the center of the room. It looked adorable but apparently it was very important, as it needed to protect whatever that cube was for the kid's sake. I woke up right then, and quickly forgot most of the dream thanks to noise upon waking, sadly. I just want to mention that last night was tough for me, and upon going to sleep Laurie told me that she'd do what she could to show up in my dream, to keep an eye on me. And she did. I can't thank her enough for that. | |
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| Fragment entry; I originally wrote this one out in its entirety but then LJ ate it; sorry. I'll try to retype it eventually.
(Zombies in the attic, increasing respawns, had to keep them away from my mom as she looked for clothes upstairs; killed one with crowbar and felt horrifically guilty for doing so. later riding in car with brothers, but i was karkat, complaining that they sucked at driving. arrived at a place that looked somewhat like my old school, i (as karkat) was trying to carry out some weird 'revenge' on this blond actor dude who had apparently caused the extinction of the trolls. later i was at home as myself, just chilling out with bro in my room, there was this pillow couch and we just lounged around on it for a while, it was great) | |
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| My dream recall has, once again, been ridiculously hit-and-miss lately. I remember some fragments from last night, so I'll record them here.
(flying/floating, remember seeing roof of house, rooms, homestuck people. bro being shocked that john's dad had said something very malevolent in private. sometime earlier i was in the basement, there was a 'game' going on with a team of four heroes versus a team of four villains. one of the 'villains' was trying to give 'me' (whoever's perspective i was seeing) a shirt with a clock on it, 'i' refused, knocked it in a lake or something. then there was a 'manticore' after me that had this freakish 'metal face' like a possessed Moo in Klonoa, and it was coming after me, but I picked up this 'horse corpse' that was on the ground, and was apparently the corpse of Death's horse? and when it touched the manticore it died. Then something-- i dont know what, told me that i had been misled, that the 'villains' we were facing were the REAL heroes, and that the 'shirt' I had lost actually held the power to control time, and in losing it i had screwed up the entire temporal plane. it was freakish.) | |
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